Friday, July 06, 2007

well i screwed up the nationals really bad, on the 27th last week. abel shot like 14 points better than me. all the praying that i did? didn't help one fucking bit. i think my heavenly father is punishing me for all the bad things that i forgot to confess to him. i want a BREAK

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

whoa i haven't blogged in a while. nationals are tomorrow and i'm nervous as hell. i hope i'll be on form tomorrow and get 580 or something, because the last few times i've shot were shit and i hope that won't happen tomorrow. at least i get to skip camp, which i don't really want to go for but i know i'll miss out on good experiences and everyone will probably treat me like an outcast when they get back and talk about camp stuff ad nauseum while i sit there listening like a fucking idiot.

anyway, good luck jeremy

9:09 PM N


Wednesday, June 13, 2007

i just realized how much being at home sucks. been going out a lot the last few days, and now i'm at home, bored. being bored isn't good for me, i start thinking about horrible things like my future. i'm gonna be screwed if i don't start studying but i just can't bring myself to study. i need some kind of motivation to make myself study. i'm all depressed and stuff now.


5:49 PM N


Tuesday, June 12, 2007

june's gotta be my favorite time of the year apart from december. i just got a crumpler bag and a black ear stud! spent a hundred today. today was fun, except for the time i went to image 2001 at far east. i was with my mom's friend, who's from america. never go out with an american who's never been to singapore and who thinks everything's expensive. i asked the guy how much a pair of macbeth shoes cost, and he told me 139. but it was on sale and it was 111. she started talking loudly about how expensive that was and she asked if it was cheaper in america, then all kinds of crap and she told me just save my money and buy other stuff. i was so fucking embarrassed, i wanted to die right there. i walked away and tried to distance myself from her. i tried to catch the shopkeeper's eyes and give him an apologetic look but i couldn't.. sigh. i'll never be able to show my face there ever again :( pity.

other than that regrettable incident, the day was mostly fun. my mom made me take off my new ear stud when we went to visit her friend who just had surgery so that she wouldn't get a heart attack and die. i took it off and didn't put my earstick in, so for 15 minutes i was sweating about what if my earhole closed. it was really stupid, come to think about it.. but surprisingly, my mom's been tolerant of my piercing. she only complains that i went to a place like xcraft (she wanted me to go to a jewelry store. she's crazy) to get pierced, and that people might start talking about her and my dad because of me. oh well, i'll just hang around them less and that won't happen.

anyway, i need to decide! should i join the worship team? if i do, my mom might get me a new guitar. but then i'll have to go for practise every saturday and i'll have to play almost every sunday, and like i have competitions every 2 sundays. but.. if my mom gets me a guitar it'll either be an epiphone les paul custom, or a schecter c-1 with floyd rose. sigh. choices, choices.

anyway, THANKS FOR THE DEDICATION BLESSING! (: and i'm NOT emo!

10:56 PM N


Saturday, June 09, 2007

i'm exhausted. i went to plaza sing to study with melissa for about 2 hours. you've no idea how tiring it is to study for such a long time, especially when you're thirsty as hell and you're sitting inside fricking starbucks and you can't get a drink because your coach told you not to drink coffee on the day before a competition because it fucks your aim. so after that melissa left to her friend's house and i went to times to read and stone because I WAS ALL ALONE AND I HAD ONE AND A HALF HOURS TILL MY GUITAR CLASS :( i got hannibal rising in paperback, then i went up to yamaha to read and WAIT FOR ONE AND A HALF HOURS.

so i went for guitar class, and we did the sweet child o mine solo for the FIFTH time at least. i'm getting sick of that stupid song. then we did arpeggios, which we had to use sweep picking for. like, nobody knew how to do it, and spencer the guitar teacher was shredding while we sat there like noob idiots wondering how the hell he does that.

after class i went with cedric to peninsula to get guitar stuff because YAMAHA IS FRICKING OVERPRICED. i got strings, cable, and 3 picks. then i went to amk hub to meet heather. lots of aimless walking around again, we even went all the way to centerpoint. then heather got the idea of watching a movie, and we went all the way back to bishan because it was 'closer', like idiots. in the end we didn't watch because they had shows from 9 plus, and it was almost 8. so i was really tired and we took the bus back. she dropped at her house and i went one bus stop too far because i was so blur and i had to go across the street to take the bus for one stop, then walk across the bridge again, so annoying.

so now i'm home. my hubby, charlie bralie, just called. the first words were, 'hi jeremy i'm fucking drunk.' lucky him, he gets to get stoned. i've never got drunk, really. and i got to talk to suria (: haven't talked to her for soooo long.

my piercing's still swollen, and i hate earsticks.

10:25 PM N


Friday, June 08, 2007

i could've gone out with 3 people today. heather wanted to go out, vanessa was watching ocean's thirteen, charlie was going ice skating. in the end i went out with the (one day former) birthday girl. i had to wait for her for almost an hour at thomson plaza, but that's okay because i'm nice and i don't bother.

we went to amk hub which i've never been to yet. today was mostly walking around. we ended up at suntec, where i bought a pair of stewie boxers, i'll get a picture up soon. stewie's my hero (:

and tomorrow will be my first day of tuition with melissa. she's probably a good teacher but i'm not sure if she's a nice teacher.. oh well. she's doing me a favor anyway and i owe her a lot for that so i won't complain at ALL tomorrow.

9:39 PM N


Wednesday, June 06, 2007

i think i forgot how to blog, it's been.. okay about a week. ha. i went out with charlie again, we did crazy shit like play hide and seek in takashimaya. or wherever the hell that is, i don't go to orchard that much. i met new people, which is cool. but i'm so dead now, i spent like a hundred dollars.. that'll set me back like a month from reaching my goal of a thousand for a new guitar but i guess it was worth it. all the pictures are in my friendster, i'm toooo lazy to upload.

my mom's a.. i dunno what to call her. i got a piercing :D and it didn't hurt so something might be wrong but i think it's okay.

4:38 PM N